![]() ![]() That prayer released him from his cage inside and all of a sudden he was out and active and that's just what it was. Finally someone let me out of my cage time for me is nothing cuz I'm counting no age. I'm useless but not for long the future is coming on, he spent the majority of our lives locked up in a brick in his room and that line really pegs in on how I feel about him where he wasn't allowed to be actively involved but when the time was right there is. He's got Sunshine in a bag he can pull it out when he needs it but he's just now starting to understand what it's all about. So JD really doesn't know how to feel in a big way. My liar would be like most people refer to the voice in their head that tells them that they're worthless and that nobody wants them and stuff that really will pay on all of my triggers. For a long time I had JD's existence wrong in my head and had him in the place of who I call my liar. "I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got Sunshine in a bag. This song now I have decided really expresses JD in a big way, and this song is now his. After he freaked out and thought that Tony was going to eat him or something because he knew that he wasn't supposed to be out, and we all freaked out because he wasn't supposed to be out, we started getting down to the bear basics of figuring out actually how JD was repressed in the first place. And immediately one of our others who has been had been locked up and repressed for the majority of our lives immediately comes to the surface and "fronts" they call it. About 3 years ago, Tony prayed for me that whatever was going to help me grow and become whole as a person please let us know. After a complete physical and mental crash I have been building up from ground zero with the help of Tony and a couple of other friends. These last five years have been a life-changing time for me. Honestly I haven't told very many people in my life. Tony could tell and when he asked me one day whose voice was that I realized that I hadn't actually ever told him. Recently in the past few years, I have begun being vocal about the fact that I am part of a system. I have always heard this song sung in his voice and was shocked to find out that the version I have stuck in my head actually doesn't whisper "that it's all in ur head at the end but I have always heard Tony whisper that part. We met as teenagers and after a very brief relationship, we became best friends and we remain that way. Sarah from IllinoisFor 20 years this song has been a link between my husband and I. ![]()
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